escapism

8:45 AM

even when i am tired of everything, i still have my paper and pen, my sketchbook and pencil, my body and its movements. i am blessed because i am given all these tools of escapsim. that even without the earthly bodies accompanying me physically, i still have things that can give me strength, things that can make me feel better. i am also blessed with your existence. no matter how tired i feel no matter how useless i feel in introspect, your face is the only thing i need to be able to smile again. 

and heaven is when i look into your eyes.

9:11 AM

i don't care if something means the world to you or you like it more than anything else in the world.
just shut up and love instead of being all high profile.

and if you don't like something that means the world to me,
pls also just shut up and keep your comments to yourself.

really, no one needs all these shit in their lives.

9:08 AM

i have an urge to get away, and never come back.

6:53 AM

sometimes i just feel so sad.
it's as if i am sitting on the back of a lonely whale with my legs pulled close to me, sailing through the vast sea of grim and sadness, watching sunsets after sunrises and not sure where is it that i really want to go.

and even the whale won't talk to me.

8:19 PM

there are things that some people don't like and there are things that some people like. 

One year later

8:10 PM

What ever made me think i no longer need my angsting/bitching blog lol.

Recently, the problems that have always been bothering me have gotten a lot worse.
It is very weird how everyone has such high expectations of you yet you just want to be able to live at your own pace. When will my life expectations of myself synchronise with what others expect of me.

Perhaps it's just because this whole society is screwed up.
People stop looking at you as who you really are but instead they look at the tags you have been tagged on. They don't care about that you really studied something you really like in university, but instead they care the hell about what university you come from.

This is why everyone wants me to do well and aim high, because the society is just this way. Those who don't have nice tags get left behind.

But the again, what is wrong with being left behind? I mean, we don't always have to be so up-to-date, or so competent. It is okay to be a doctor or a lawyer, you can save lives and make huge contributions to this world. Yet it is also okay to be a baker, you can make pretty and tasty things and those too, can make someone happy.

Who says saving lives is more important than making someone happy?
Who says making someone else happy is more important than making yourself happy?

Sometimes i hope i am not born with this much intelligence that allows me to climb up the academic ladder to the level i am today. if i am less competent the way i am born, people won't have so much expectations of me and i will probably be able to.

breath.

MY WISHLIST.

5:20 AM

1. Polaroid
2. DSLR NIKON D5100
3. Tablet Computer/Bamboo Tablet
4. Guitar
5. Ipod Touch
6. Fiction and Fact Album
7. Boys in City 2
8. Bleach Unmasked
9. Whole set of D.Gray-man
10. probably a new phone?
11. D.Gray-man character book Charagure
12. B2ST 1st Fanmeet Tour official good Scheduler Season 2
13. Rainbow polaroid film
14. W.DRESSROOM red sweater
15. Timcanpy
16. Kanda 3rd Generation Uniform
17. Bleach badges
18. Harry Potter Adult Version hardcover 1-6
19. No.6 the Novel Original Japanese Volume 1-9
20. Laputa music box
21. A badge maker
22. A typewriter
23. Heemin dolls
24. Heechul red blue yellow jacket
25. Ukiss Neverland
26. Lovechul photobooks
27. Rhasphody photbook
28. Yuri9doo calendar
29. iSungmin photobook
30. le petite prince delux pop-up book
.

What decides your future?

2:38 AM

It doesn't feel good to have your dreams denied.
for very very long you have been thinking that this is what makes you different and special.
then one day you realised you are actually not qualified for what makes you special anymore.

why do we have qualifications and selections.
we should be allowed to do what we want.
it is not the teachers' future but ours so why are they the ones deciding who can or who can't.

but it's ok because i am glad this dream of mine need not be taught.
no lessons can change my ideas or give me more talents.
my ideas and talents will not decrease if i don't learn about them.

one day i will make it big.
in their faces.

6:41 PM

I finally understand.
I don't need to see your face I don't need to hear your face I just need thoughts of you and I will be able to go on.

7:21 AM

5 bottles of BEER and 2 bottles of SOJU.
Lee Sungmin you have gone crazy.
But I love you because of these unpredictable occasions where you actually go crazy.

You don't have to be rational all the time.
You don't have to be good all the time.

You are unpredictable. Good and bad, do and don't is very absolute for you.
There's just a thin wall between the two for you to break.
You go for the extremes.

That's why I love you. I love you because you are not ideal, because you are human.
I love you because you won't change this unpredictability, you won't change.
No matter what others say.

Allow yourself to go crazy, to wander off without warning.
Allow yourself to defy instructions without a care for the consequence.
You are also one who wants to break free.

I know. I am too.

novel

9:53 AM

One day I forgot everything.
I wandered somewhere.
and

I was never found.

9:51 AM

I don't understand the fuss about LGBT rights.
I don't like the term LGBT rights... why must we advocate these rights based on sexuality.

and basic rights aside...

if someone forbade you to love aren't you not gonna love anymore?
it doesn't even make sense.

9:45 AM

i don't believe in God.
no.
it's so superficial.

who needs faith
who needs protection
who needs guidance
from someone else.

have faith in yourself
you are the only thing you are sure that exists.

follow yourself and you won't be lost.
even if you do get lost, there's nothing wrong.
i don't need God to ensure that everything is right.

what is right anyway?

omg i am moodswinging again....

9:42 AM

i wish i have little things.
i don't see anything i have now as important anymore.
not this computer i am typing on.
not my posters not my ipod my phone my albums my mangas.
not even money. not even education.

i wish i was born in a village.
a village where there's no connection to this world outside.
if i don't know about all these things there are in a big city, i will live with the little things i have.
why do we have to know more.
the more we know, the more we want, the more we realise what we don't have the more we feel upset.
there's no point in everything in a big city.

i wish i can forget everything i know.
everyone i know.
up till this moment.

i want to start a new life.

9:58 PM

it doesn't make sense when people who believe in god say thar people who insult god will be punished. because if people can insult god they definitely don't believe in god so why would they believe that god will punish them?

8:27 PM

2:55 AM

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9:45 AM

because when i see your face,
i don't know whether i should cry or smile.
if i don't cry and scream and shout, i feel like there's a huge hand
crushing down on my heart, making me suffocate.
if i don't smile, i don't know how to go on.

i love you.
i love you so much i can only smile while my tears fall.

i love you this much.

8:31 AM

seeing people talking about how they don't think sungmin's story on strongheart will be aired.
thinking about how things sungmin says rarely gets aired.

then i saw a picture of sungmin.
like any normal picture of sungmin.
and i secretly thinks in my heart "ah he is special."

so it doesn't matter.
really.

5:59 AM

dare to be different.
accept the difference.
there's so many movies that's trying to convey this message.
but those who believe continue to believe
and those who doesn't believe continue to not believe.

people watched the movie, they made a decision in their heart that they will change
that they will believe in something different, something hopeful.
then they forget about it.

everyone wants to change the world but no one wants to change.

so what are we accepting?

4:22 AM

这世界上有些人喜欢说出自己的悲伤跟别人分享 

有些人天生都不懂得怎么在人前哭泣 

即使天崩地裂 

他们还是只想给周围的人看自己平静的表情

Sudddenly remembered this quote.
and i thought of Sungmin.
Some people cry at separation, to let others know how much they can't bear separation.
Some people just smile at separation, to let the one leaving feel better.


谢谢你，李晟敏。
谢谢你微笑着站在他的身边。
Thank you Lee Sungmin, for smiling while you stand quietly beside him.

3:44 AM

年轻的我们心脏都是比较小的，一点苦难放进去，都显得大。长大了的人，心脏就变大了。即使再大的悲伤伪装进去，也照样可以冷漠地离开，平静地遗忘。所以忍耐吧，有天我们的心脏会长得比悲伤大。

8:47 AM

My heart
My tears
My memories of you
Drop by drop, they are falling against my chest”

10:03 AM

this is merely a post to convince myself that I am okay with him leaving.

ok let me talk about kim heechul. 

frankly speaking I didn't think I will like him when my friend showed me a picture of super junior. it just did not convey how much he is worth loving at the first sight. that's the problem with pictures, they don't tell the deeper truth. 

I am very glad the first super junior show I watched was full house. or else I don't think I will like heechul the way i do today. truthfully speaking I don't know what kind of person I truly like until I met him. he was well... unique. ok I will say he is weird. many would say he is weird he is funny he is pretty he is clever he is outspoken he is... well everything when they try to find a reason as to why they like their idols. I couldn't remember the reason or maybe I don't have a reason at all.  I mean it's hard to give a reason when all you get is "aha he is the one." 

it takes a lot of time and courage to start knowing an idol. from recognizing his face from different angles to knowing his stories his pasts, I researched furiously. I am glad I had the courage to begin or else it will just end before the beginning. 

I never thought heechul was nonchalant or rude or self-centered at first. I actually got to know that part later. it is nice to know his good points actually, by the time I got to know his unique personality, it naturally became a good point too. 

they say that when you love someone you start to become who she/he is. I will not be afraid to say that heechul shaped who I am today. he opened my eyes to a world with more variations, more imaginations. for the first time I realised "oh so you can think this way in this world." or "oh you can say this thing at a time like this." I don't know whether it's a good thing or a bad thing but I like becoming like him. 

at first I thought I am changing myself purposely into someone like him. liking the things he like saying the things he say. at first I thought "why am I being untrue to myself by changing myself?" but as that thought came up I realised I already turned into an individual celebrating the kim heechul theory. always be true to yourself and the truth is that he has changed me so if I go against it thinking I shouldn't be changed, wouldn't it be more laughable? 

for a period of time I tried to define heechul. then I realised each definition I give him gets thrown over by the next thing I got to know about him. he is ever-changing or rather he is just special like that. 

there's 3 layer to this person if you see clearly. 1st layer is his beautiful face. 2nd layer is his weird personality. 3rd layer is the value he embedded deep inside him. the deeper you go, the deeper you fall in love with him. 

it is hard to actually talk about him, even though that's exactly what I am trying to do here. I always find him so hard to grasp. he is simple yet complicated, nonchalant yet emotional, true to his feelings yet putting on a facade.

he is simple he can be happy for a long time because of a simple thing. when he is close to
someone he gets super close. when he is angry he goes around yelling. he is complicated he gets really happy then he will suddenly look angry his mind jumps around so quickly you can't catch up. he is nonchalant to things that does not concern him but he is emotional when things involves his friends and families. he is a protective person and a good friend to make. he is true to his feelings that's what he always says but sometimes I feel like he is suppressing a lot too, bearing a lot too. I don't want him to get hurt.

what I find very cute is how heechul views love. he thinks his lovelife is a drama or an anime that things will eventually work out his way, but life is no anime or drama, and little people appreciate it, so he is very lonely. I just wish that someone right out there will be waiting for him, waiting for a romantic anime lovelife with him. it's not that bad I think, but why can't many understand?

I promised that I won't miss him too much when he is leaving for a long time, I often imagine what will it be like if one day he retired and will not even be coming back. you would think that if I can think this way I must be prepared for this short 2 years. but I am not. 2 is a small number but year with an s is long. in 2 years many things can change and I am scared when it comes to this kind of changes. 

I am not sad when I see him talking about how his fans can like him again if they still like him after 2 years. I know he understands. and I understand. so I am not saying that I will love him forever or I will wait for him, loving him every moment of his absence. I never know but if I only like him until tomorrow I can still say that when I liked him I liked him with all my heart. 

I will love him until I can't love him anymore. that's the only promise I can give. and I know he understands. 

but right now I am loving him with all my heart and it just can't be okay to be without him, the most precious person in my life. he is not just one of them, he is the one. the one who taught me love, the one who taught me courage and strength. the one who helped me find a personality.

I will never have the same courage and strength to start getting to know another person, I have exhausted all my love here.

hey kim heechul, I love you :)

8:35 PM

there's always two sides to a thing.
but most people only choose to like one side of it.
but doesn't having two sides make it much more attractive?

8:33 AM

sometimes i will suddenly forget why i like heechul so freaking much.
i get scared at those times, i thought i am forgetting him.

actually the reason i like heechul, is that he feels very... real.

9:10 AM

sometimes i think i have no more energy and patience to start liking another idol.
but many of the times i think i never will.

9:08 AM

maybe it's because i am always too nice that's why people thinks i am easy to bully.
maybe it's because i never really get angry.
but it's so frustrating now that people are making me angry over things
i really do care about.

Personal statement.

9:43 AM

So i am writing my personal statement here. not a joke.
enjoy.

Life is all about perspectives so it's better to have a change in perspectives before you judge me.
I am Zhang Xuedi and I study in Nanyang Girls High School.
I am a very ordinary student, doing pretty well in school yet not extraordinarily well.
But since I am young, I have shown an interest towards the arts.
I started out with dance, then music, and then visual art.
As I grow older, and as art become a bigger part of my life, I learnt about the appreciation of art and it is still something that fascinates me.
Often I will question myself, what is art and what is the real purpose of art.
To me, it all comes down to perspectives.
To me, art can be anything. As long as one considers something a piece of art, it is a piece of art to him/her.
It doesn't matter if someone else thinks that it is not art, it is their own point of view, their own perspective.
Purpose of art can also be viewed with many perspectives, and the beautiful things about art is the perspectives. It will not be right if everyone thinks the same way.
Life is also a piece of art and the way you live it is the way you paint it. You can listen to critiques you can listen to compliments, be proud of your life because it's your piece of art.
There's nothing more you need to know about me.
Not my achievements or anything like that.
You only have to know that you are invited to paint on my canvas.

9:29 AM

erasers

4:53 AM

"trust is like eraser, it gets smaller and smaller after each mistake..."

IS THIS THE WAY YOU TREAT YOUR AWESOME ERASERS? WHO SACRIFICE THEMSELVES BECAUSE OF YOUR MISTAKES?!?!?!!??!! COMPARING IT TO SUCH USELESS THINGS. POOR ERASER.

UNDERSTANDING YOU JOKING?

3:36 AM

I don't get why people always want someone to UNDERSTAND them.
and then they get all SAD when they think people don't UNDERSTAND them.
why would you even want people to UNDERSTAND you that is not necessary.
that seems like a FAILURE to me i hope no one UNDERSTANDS me.

what is UNDERSTANDING anyway?
can i eat it?

maybe you don't even UNDERSTAND yourself idiot.

what is human i don't know what is human.

3:32 AM

Do I feel irrelevant sometimes? Yes. Do I cry randomly? Yes. Do I get angry? Yes. Do I need a daily hug? Yes. I’m only human.

haha funny you expect me to think like this?!!?!
OH I AM SO VERY THE SORRY THAT I HAVE TO DISAPPOINT YOU I THINK THAT MAYBE I AM NOT HUMAN SO YA I MAYBE SOME MONSTER ELF MARTIAN.

2:58 AM

I DON'T GET IT THE MOST WHEN TEENAGERS SEEM TO HAVE SO MANY THINGS TO WORRY ABOUT AND YET I AM HERE LIKE ALL FLUFFY UNICORN-ED.

2:57 AM

many times we fear for the time to come.

when i was in primary 6 i feared of leaving primary school because i won't be able to see a certain person anymore.
but when i eventually did, it didn't seem to affect me at all.
when i was in sec three i heard that sec four jap is horrible.
but when i ended up in sec four, yes it's horrible but i am still there.

many times we fear for the time to come,
but in the end we live through it like it's nothing.

tired of thinking.

11:30 AM

i am tired of thinking about the world about human
about this society that we live in and what is the best for it.
i am sick about thinking what makes us human and what makes a life worth living.
i am sick of thinking about what makes up life and why are lives born in the first place.
i am sick of thinking about memories about emotions.
to me humans are animals who cause lots of troubles because of their own self-centeredness.
and they think they are the most superior one because they have language, they can think and express, they have politics and a society and other craps like that.

i think humans are ignorant when they say that a certain point makes human human.
they look down upon other living beings because they don't know how to know more of those living beings.
perhaps rabbits have their own secret language
and perhaps cows have developed a technology so advance that we can't even see with our naked eyes.
and how about giraffes, they may be the real wise living beings in this world.

we choose to define animals as something not as smart as us because we aren't smart enough to understand their language and their secrets.
and it is dumb.

tears

11:23 AM

we must never shed tears.
that is the life form's defeat.
and if we give in to the emotions
then it only becomes proofs of 
our inability to control it.

i am so man.
:D

8:12 AM

i hate to complain on this blog
because i complain about other people
but i shouldn't be affected by other people.

now i don't know what to think anymore.

don't worry.

8:11 AM

i thought everyone can have their own thoughts.
and one should not judge another's opinion to be right or wrong.
then why are you telling me that my thinking is wrong.

don't worry i know you dislike me,
but i don't fancy you that much either.

mutual.

슬픔도 기쁨도 없는 곳

1:46 AM

i like it.

6:52 PM

from today onwards I will learn to try my best.

7:34 PM

man should be left to 自生自灭.
don't argue because i don't care.
i don't care if i am left alone to die.
i don't care if other people are left alone to die.

困境

4:47 AM

i love how i have not ever considered anything in my life a 困境 before.
no matter how difficult they are, i am sure there's a way to solve them.
and usually i will depend on myself to solve them.
there's nothing that i can't do on my own, because i am strong like that.
and things that can be solved by myself, i don't consider them
困境 at all.

at all.

7:52 AM

7:47 AM

i am refusing to think anymore.
because to me,
everything kim heechul does is right.
i don't care.

if you love someone you have to love his flaws.

울지마

2:07 AM

I can feel your sadness.
I can feel how much you are suffering mentally these days.
But I know that you are strong.
That after you cry all your sadness out you will be the Kim Heechul we all love again.

I am so proud of you because you are this real.
I am so proud of you because you feel.
I am so proud of you because despite you are not well, you tried your best.
But please take care of yourself.

Every difficult moment in your life, we will walk and brave through it together.
Saranghaeyo, Kim Heechul.

The world is ending.

1:55 AM

Natural disasters are really very very very scary.
It makes me realise that lives are so fragile and while I am safe here, sitting in front of my computer, people are dying and fighting for a chance to survive.
It makes me realise that I may not be able to grow up and live my dreams
that I may not be able to see what the future is like.
Mother nature I believe, is trying to punish the human race.
For their heartlessness.
But it is unfair, people who are rich just get richer and they don't get affected at all.
But people who are poor and have almost done no harm are dying and missing and injured.

It shouldn't be like this.

8:28 AM

i love this blog and this is the first time i have no intention of letting anyone know this.

人是最变态的生物想被注意又怕被看穿

strike a pose

8:24 AM

Samantha from ANTM cycle 11

we must be twins

5:32 AM

can i be really odd and think of you as me?
there's this saying on the internet about how god separated human, who actually had 2 sets of body so that in their lifetime these two parts can find each other again.
there's this saying right.

whenever i think about you i think about how similar we are.
i really want to know you and be your friend.
and show you how similar we are...

11:18 PM

i wonder what the world will be like if we all just get along.
there will be more happy songs.
we will be dancing all day long.

born this way

11:15 PM

seriously like WHY THE HELL does GRACES camp exist.
what if you DON'T WANT to be a respected member of society?!?!
why must we be forced to go to something like that.
WHAT KIND OF LIFE SKILLS IS WEARING DRESSES AND DOING MAKE UP AND WALKING IN HIGH-HEELS...!?!?

these life skills don't mean anything
all life skills don't help you survive.
they only make you work with people and work with people and communicate people and please people.
i am not born to please anyone.
i am not born to follow requirements and restrictions set by the society.
i am born to be only caring about things that interest me.
i am born to only do things that i feel happy about.

what if it makes other people unhappy?
it's my way of living, it's the way i am born.

insane

8:16 AM

sometimes i do worry that i go too far, too deep into this love i have for him.
because it is turning me insane.
i can't see him smile, because it's too beautiful it makes me feel like crying.
i can't see him cry, because his face makes my heart break and tears automatically flow out.
i can't stare into his eyes, because it pulls me into this deep blackhole, i get sucked right into it.

there's really no one like him.
so warm yet so heartbreaking.
sometimes i really don't want to be your fan, sometimes i really want to be there for you all the time.
because, you are also human.

i love you and i never regreted it.
but i will blame you if i am forever in this virtual love relationship with you.
but i still love you.

i think i am already losing it.

1:44 AM

i want to be just like you, kimheechul.

and i think i will love you forever.

1:43 AM

to my angel:

my dream for a long time was for you to know that i exist, was for you to look at me for just a few seconds, the few seconds that only the two of us share.
i never thought this dream will actually come true.
it was so surreal that i can't believe it is you who is looking at me with your beautiful eyes, smiling at me, doing something special to me.
i have seen millions of pictures of you, have stared straight into your eyes on my computer screen, have lost myself in your beauty, have even teared because of your perfection, but i have never thought i will be looking into your soul for real, so can you see that my eyes are filled with the love for you?
thank you for that split of seconds that every fan of you want to behold, thank you for giving it to me.
you will never know how i will treasure that moment
you will never know how much i will replay that scene
you will never know how much i want to remember your very action, very expression, very breath of you in that moment.
because you mean so much to me, even if i don't mean that much to you.
i am just happy you know that i exist.
a crazy fan of yours trying give all her heart to you in the few seconds that our eyes met.
i am fortunate
because i love you
and i think i will love you forever.

love,
htagt.

3:22 AM

i want to meet someone who's really really like me.
instead of a lot of people with many pieces of me.

i want that person to like heechul
i want that person to like sungmin
i want that person to like super junior
i want that person to like cats chickens and cows
i want that person to like animes
i want that person to like japanese
i want that person to have many many posters on her/his wall
i want that person to like photography and photo editing
i want that person to love chocolate milk
i want that person to be weird and use a cup in school
i want that person to like post-its
i want that person to eat a lot of apples
i want that person to like the colour red
i want that person to like pianos guitars and harmonicas
i want that person to replay the same songs more than 100 times
i want that person to sing in the lift
i want that person to have side fringe that covers his/her eyes
i want that person to write diaries
i want that person to hug bunnies to sleep
i want that person to talk to me everyday
i want that person to know all my passwords
i want that person to like exactly the things i like
i want that person to laugh with me and cry with me
i want that person to cosplay with me during graces
i want that person to act cool and act stupid with me
i want that person to be as smart as me and as screwed as me

i may be wanting a best friend here
but i am actually asking for a clone

and i know you are thinking i typed the above sentence the wrong way.

if you do, you are not what i am looking for.

4:45 AM

gets the feeling that she will not talk to me unless i talk to her...

Lights go on again.

5:50 AM

We live for a while, and then we die.

All lights burn out, eventually.
We are all lights.
We burn for a while, we bring the world some little light, we might even shine.
Then we die, we burst into flames and burn out.
We are beautiful for only a split second.
Then we are gone.
But not entirely gone.

Our ashes fly in the wind and carried by the sea.
Our traces blown to corners of the world.
Those dreams, desires, memories.
They now embrace every part of the world,
just like how we filled it all with our light.

And the the lights will go on again.
And it will keep burning,
keep going in circles.

The lights go on again,
just to burn out again.

4:50 AM

i might not have admitted it before...
but i don't want you gone

2:14 AM

it lasts as long as any other day
but it is special.
it will always be special.
01/01

9:06 AM

i love you lee sungmin

6:11 AM

3:36 AM

nothing lasts forever

6:41 AM

i know that my problems cannot be compared to those that met great tragedies in their lifes.
but it's my life and i have to make sense of it.

i don't want to cry because of anyone anymore.

6:32 AM

even though i love you so much.
you have changed and i am at a lost of what to do.

THE DREAMER

6:29 AM

8:39 AM

he's my spirit, my life, kimheechul.

8:24 AM

because i have a life.
because i have superjunior.

9:59 AM

you must allow yourself to be crazy sometimes in your life.

3:43 AM

so proud of you.

8:53 AM

because it is a way of repaying our love and regaining their pride.
but we don't need them to repay anything to us.
we love so willingly.

7:10 AM

byebye super junior.
maybe.

2:46 AM

i will make
taking a gorgeous editorial picture of a gorgeous model under the pisa tower
the dream of my life.

2:40 AM

i want to see him listen to his voice and take beautiful pictures of him.

8:09 PM

here today and gone tomorrow.

8:07 PM

you say thank you and move it on.

8:00 PM

i want a pet
it is something that will not leave you.
it is the everlasting friendship you are looking for.

7:08 PM

当你想要哭的时候，如果能够倒立起来，眼泪便不会掉下来了……

7:07 PM

fighting for something i really want,
will never be a part of my life experience.

answer

8:32 AM

if someone would love me one day and ask me for my hand
i will give an answer
"you must prepare yourself because you are never going to be my number one boy"


and why i will never find that someone.

beautiful

8:29 AM

sometimes i feel that he is just so beautiful.
that i would look at his photo for hours and suddenly tears would flow
because it is so beautiful it makes me want to cry.

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