One year later
8:10 PM
What ever made me think i no longer need my angsting/bitching blog lol.Recently, the problems that have always been bothering me have gotten a lot worse.
It is very weird how everyone has such high expectations of you yet you just want to be able to live at your own pace. When will my life expectations of myself synchronise with what others expect of me.
Perhaps it's just because this whole society is screwed up.
People stop looking at you as who you really are but instead they look at the tags you have been tagged on. They don't care about that you really studied something you really like in university, but instead they care the hell about what university you come from.
This is why everyone wants me to do well and aim high, because the society is just this way. Those who don't have nice tags get left behind.
But the again, what is wrong with being left behind? I mean, we don't always have to be so up-to-date, or so competent. It is okay to be a doctor or a lawyer, you can save lives and make huge contributions to this world. Yet it is also okay to be a baker, you can make pretty and tasty things and those too, can make someone happy.
Who says saving lives is more important than making someone happy?
Who says making someone else happy is more important than making yourself happy?
Sometimes i hope i am not born with this much intelligence that allows me to climb up the academic ladder to the level i am today. if i am less competent the way i am born, people won't have so much expectations of me and i will probably be able to.
breath.